Hearing him talk about her breaks my heart. He’ll never be over here, he’ll never care for me the way he cares for her. This is more than just the typical ‘girl having a crush on her male best friend’ cliche. This is more than that. This is real, this is me. This is him. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve tried to get over this more times than I can even count. But I don’t know how. I’m fucking stuck. I can’t breathe without him, I can’t even sleep without him on my damn computer. I just…… I don’t know how to do this anymore. I can’t. I just can’t.

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